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[15 May 2003|02:01pm]
well mickey died tuesday morning.. .it was so wierd.. around eight i got up and saw that my mom called so i went into the bathroom... i had a feeling that i really didn't want to go in there..but i went and saw mickey sprawled out on the tile floor..she wasn't even laying on the towel that was in there..so i picked her up and she was unresponsive..had shallow breathing... white gums.. so i called my mom and she was gonna come over to see her (and mallory) and got some water and formula and wrapped mickey up and brought her into bed with me and tried to feed her..i realized she was dying when none of the formula or water was going down her throat..so i just kept her on my chest..i got sleepy around 9:30 so i went to sleep..right before i closed my eyes i layed mickey down right next to me and mallory jumped in bed and layed down right next to her and thats how i left them... at 10:30 the phone woke me up..it was my mom outside so i got up to let her in..and then we both sat on the futon with mickey and realized she was gone.. so i cried..woke up chuck...we both said goodbye to mickey and we buried her yesterday in a flower garden at the condo in branford yesterday.. (thanks to chris for coming along for the ride)..my mom had a dream about me tuesday morning and woke up crying and thats why she called me that morning...so she thinks she has a feeling that she knew mickey was dying.. i'm sad but she's in kittay heaven so that makes me feel better...we're going to get another older one soon too :)

last nite was the last episode of dawson's creek ever..i'm SO GLAD joey ended up with pacey..i think its terrific how she resolved her love with dawson too..it made sense and then they were all friends at the end...the dying scenes with jen were awful..all five of us sniffling and crying.. but all in all i'm so glad that it was a good episode.. i remember watching the first one and how different my life was then..obviously...lol

stress+my stomach= not good things

the rest of the nite went to shit shortly after dawson's creek :(
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its a sad day at the perez-d'amico curry household [13 May 2003|07:54pm]
rest in peace my baby girl
mickey curry
4.14.03-5.13.03

i wanna do a whole update about it..what happened..how i'm feeling..but not now..i feel physically and mentally like shit
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[12 May 2003|07:41am]
damn....i just cut myself pretty good on a damn serated butter knife...fuckers

was up with chuck when he had to start getting ready for work..took care of the babies and pretty much cleaned up the whole apt becuase i'm a dork and didn't want to do it when i got up before vanessa got here.... did the dishes..put away my clothes... fixed up the couch and cleaned up the table....

chuck's schedule got switched to monday 8-4 instead of 12-8 and i'm kinda pissed..now i have to work a nite w/o him and that sucks *end of complaining rant*

vanessa's back home from kenya.. hehe..my lil peeps :-D she's coming over today...to see me and meet chuck and the baby girls..hehe :)..i can't believe she's back home.. i can't wait to see her hair :) all shaved and lesbian like ;-) hahaha :-D if you ever read this hun i love you!!!! hehe

even though i wanna get a new/second job..and i have no car i am so happy with my life right now :) and now its time to find something to eat...
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[09 May 2003|07:09am]
my mother is so cute...she left this for me this morning on aim before she went to work: Hi Colb.
I don't know how this happened, I must have pressed a key or something and there you were the only one on my buddy list. Hope you are doing okay as you are being indoctrinated into the halls of quasi motherhood. How's my teeny weeny Micky doing. She's luckey to have you. Love, your ever lovin Mother. Have a great day Sunshine.
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i have two words [09 May 2003|12:16am]
oh god
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phew [07 May 2003|01:27pm]
i'm not so worried about mick anymore..she's fine... i just gotta keep an eye on her becuase she's only THREE WEEKS OLD! (and mallory's only six weeks old) so cute. :)

i have two girl cats and not one of both..hehe... two baby girl kittens :)

i'm ok now :)
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[07 May 2003|02:12am]
yay for conversations with michael from austin texas united states..hehehehe
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[07 May 2003|12:45am]
from here

Colby
(Old English)


~ meaning ~
Cole's Farm


~ motivation ~
Motivated by those close to them


~ character ~
An even tempered person


~ feelings ~
Does not like conflict


~ intelligence ~
Good concentration skills


~ spiritual ~
Has purity of spirit


~ nature ~
Protective of others


~ inherent ~
You have the courage of your convictions
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[07 May 2003|12:08am]
so i'm not working tonite...its not my fault...i called in and they didn't need me :(

of course i have another early morning appt on a day where the nite before i didn't work.. SUCKS!!!

we're taking the cats to the vet tomorrow morning..i'm not so much concerned about mallory but i'm SO worried about mickey... wasn't before but i am now.. so much :(.. my mom came over to see the cats and instill this fear in me that mickey's not gonna make it..he's so small..and not eating enough..so we went out and bought kitten food and he ate that but now he really won't eat and i'm just so worried...i think he's so young and mallory is just so much more active then he is :( i'm scared

another nite w/o chuck makes me lonely too..i'm not doing to well tonite :(
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[06 May 2003|04:26pm]
the kittens are legal! my landlord called back and said as long as they are litter boxed trained and don't ruin the carpet i'm fine..so therefore i'm fine :) i love my kittens :)

just spent some qt with aly :-D we're funny....

my mom is coming over later to see the kittens..i just might give stinky butt a bath before she comes over..haven't decided yet though...

ok peace out time
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cinco de mayo!!!! woooohoooo [05 May 2003|09:36pm]
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday dear RAYNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
happy birthday to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


you old girl you.hehehehe love you tons hun :)
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[05 May 2003|09:34pm]
HERE'S YOUR COOKIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


haha
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[04 May 2003|08:31pm]
i think i have found the secret... deep condition my hair and blow dry WITHOUT brushing it :)

my hair looks fantastic

i want a chili's chocolate cake thingy..really bad

i nicknamed the cats...stinky butt and fluffy

i'm talking to my best friend..yay! :)

again..my hair looks fantastic..hahaha

i can't wait to get my drink on at the bar tonite..woohoo...yay for dates with aly :).

was that all i wanted to say??? i swear there was something else...
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[04 May 2003|04:10pm]
today/tonite:
more sleep to try and rid myself of this headache
karaoke with aly
qt with chuck

tomorrow:
PP
laundry
vet?
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[03 May 2003|03:36pm]
i'm listening to songs i didn't think i could listen to ever again.. but i am and i'm fine....

sexy...quiet...sleepy songs..i just wanna curl in my bed and be alone for awhile..
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all is said and done [03 May 2003|07:43am]
houston we have two kittens :-D

so the nite before last we returned Giselle to her owner (finally and $45 later)...so last nite we picked up two kittens from a family friend of chuck's house... chuck's kitten is HUGE compared to mine..his is a different kind too...black and white but super fluffy..mine's just a regular grey tabby..but so cute.. i think i got the boy cat and chuck got the girl... mickey and mallory are the names we've been discussing as of late but i'm still taking suggestions as those names have not been made official and i'm open to something else (anyone can guess where the names mickey and mallory come from you'll get a cookie ;-)).... anyway... we need to take them to the vet and just generally get used to having two very small kittens in the apt.. when your on the ground playing with them..the apt looks fuckin huge..lol Mallory just took a nosedive off the bed and hit the futon..haha and i already have some fantasticly cute pictures of chuck and mickey from last nite..hehe..

i'm sure there'll be more to come..right now i'm fuckin exhuasted
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[01 May 2003|04:31pm]
i have cat news but i'm not going to divulge until all is said and done

in other news chuck is teaching me how to drive standard just for fun..hahaha :) we'll see if my next car is a standard ;-)
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[01 May 2003|08:57am]
oh oh i got a new toilet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! *does the new toilet dance around the apt* three months of lake michigan (oh i wish and wish again) is quite enough for me thankyouverymuch so chuck called the landlord and a guy came out and replaced the toilet..hehehehe..yay for new toilets (any who has been to my apt i hope will appreciate my excitement over this...haha

Giselle will most likely be receiving a brother or sister tomorrow nite as in we're picking up a (true) kitten that was offered to us about month ago but wasn't quite ready to be taken away from the mother yet...and is now ready to be placed... so i guess when it rains it pours... lol two weeks ago i had no cats..and now i have two..hehe we'll see what happens tomorrow :)

i hope aly and stace have fun tomorrow nite and say hi to jess if they get to see her...

alright time for sleep..if i forgot anything i'll update when i wake up..lol

now its time for the golden girls
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[29 Apr 2003|04:35pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

i pretty much have the cat as my own... my dad and i went there yesterday and of course no one was there.. so i left a note with the generalization that i've been here twice before and if you don't call the hospital to try and get the cat back..its mine..and for now i'm keeping the cat as my own anyway... so there..i just told my mom and she's like the woman wasn't doing to good when she left the hospital so god only knows where she is..but its not my problem and i have a cat now :) its not a kitten but she's damn cute so its all good :)

i tried to talk to kim..well she imed me under steph's name on saturday nite.. i thought it would have been for a bigger reason then just to see how i was...but i guess it wasn't..i didn't know what do to saturday nite so i thought it was a good idea....i woke up with an opposite feeling on sunday afternoon..this is not cool...i can't talk to her.. but if the lines had been opened...i guess she could come to me if she needed to talk.. i guess i was a bit nasty to her on some im's becuase i was feeling really angry that she had contacted me (and for such a stupid reason) and it all deteoriated from there.. so i've blocked her again..and god help her if she tries to talk to me again.. i'm not gonna have it.. we need more time (if anything)

anyway... the damn nieghbors woke me up and i'm all alone and hungry and shit but if chuck comes home soon we might go out to dinner.. maybe with my mom... we'll see.... i needed to cash a check and go pick something up today but chuck hasn't been home so i'm stuck..its ok..i can do it tomorrow.. hopefully dinner will work out tonite though..i think it would be neat to have dinner with my mom and chuck at the same time..hehe :)

update: i just heard back from the woman that runs the CNA course..i get no tuition reimbursement (which i'm gonna try and fight) but i have an interview tomorrow at 3:30.. *runs away nervously* my real feelings: i probably need to talk myself into this real fast..its five weeks of depending on people and myself to get through this..but its such an advancement in my eyes...*hmm*

alright... i haven't heard this song in a while and someone sang the def leppard version at karaoke sunday nite...so i've been listening to it a lot since then..hehe

peace

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[28 Apr 2003|04:55pm]
STAY AWAY FROM ME
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